Wednesday, 28 December 2016

KL dUck

This deserves a post because i think im wayyy toooo emotional at times. This time round i almost burst into tears. Lol me.

Anyway, S gave me a surprise by giving a KL dUck that i've been waiting for tooooo long. I am dead serious with the long waiting. Because i am always late to receive updates in FV instagram. Maybe bcs sometimes im too ignorant.

So since S is going to a meeting with FashionValet CEO, so like why not kan. You should ask them later about KL dUck!! (White color preferable). So i was waiting for him to give any updates. You know just to know how's the meeting going, how was everyone. Ok i lie. I just wanna know about KL dUck.

Notification: S sent you a photo!!!!

I am hyperventilating!

*slide to open*

Yayyyyy......errrrrrr.....

Oh it's act a pic of him and the CEO

I really thought yang he act send a photo of KL dUck but it's just a happy picture of him. But wait......

What's he holding??!!! OH MY GODDDD IT IS FV GOODIE BAG. IT MUST BE SOMETHING GOOD. AND I AM SURE AS HELL IT IS

Ok dont get my hopes too high *breathe in breathe out*

Let's just wait for him to cerita everything.

'Sayang what's that in the paper bag???!!!!! Is it KL dUck??? You really got it????'

1 hour later still no reply *groans*

Oh my god i really feel like calling him. You have to be patient

10 years later...

'Sayang i got your dUck scarf !!, but just the plain one laa. Not the one yang you nak tu. Sorry'

Ugh finally

"Oh it's okay, i dont mind. I'd love anything to do with dUck scarves. You dpt color apa?"

'It's black'

"I dont have black dUck lagi. Yayyyyyy thanks sayang !!!'

*S sends you a photo*

pfftt. you think you funny



"SAYANG BETUL2 LA. JGN LA TIPU!!!'

*S sends you a photo*


"OH MY GOD YOU REALLY!!!! Who gave you? Tell me everything? Did you ask them? What happened?? How did you get the scarf? Oh wait, is this the real one or you just play around?"

YES I FINALLY GET THE KL DUCK SCARF. THANKS TO MY AMAZING MAN!



Light Sensation, Serdang

It was such a super tiring Saturday, woke up pretty late (as usual). I really should cut this habit. Gosh, when can I start realizing that waking up early gives so many benefits to me body. Now I’m gaining so much fat, like hello I am carrying a tummy of a pregnant lady (im not pregnant, hiperbola org Melayu ckp) everywhere I go but I am not even married. I seriously need to cut down my HAPPY MEALS, haha.


And so I was waiting for my friend message. I immediately texted her when I woke up bcs we were supposed to eat breakfast together (things I know rarely happen, bcs we both are heavy sleepers). Breakfast turns to 3pm lunch, a pretty quick catch up with my girlfriend. She needs to study afterwards, good luck people. Exam? What? It has been ages since the last time I heard the word exam, perks of being freshly graduated student, Ha Ha.


Back to aunt’s house and there it goes my endless waiting for Seth, haha. We had that jumpa ke tak jumpa ke tak, bcs yeah Bangi is quite far from his house. But hello im somewhere near you. Can you just come here and meet me already. So I planned to go Ioi City Mall bcs I need to change my shoe, something went wrong. But the exchange process is quite easy. Gave the shoe-she took it-observed what’s wrong-changed to a new pair-off you go. T H A N K G O D !


Walked around the mall to cari 7eleven. BECAUSE I NEED TO BUY THE LIGHT SENSATION TICKET! I WANT TO GO THERE! It looks so beautiful, the place. Well I only saw it on twitter. But it is a MUST GO! Well at least for me. Found 7E, bought the ticket. Yay! I know I am always lucky, we got the early bird tickets. Double Yay!! Pay less! Sometimes you need to be considerate, when your partner is broke (broke: having not enough money) you pay! It is not always him to be the one who needs to pay for your everything. Okay!


Hop on the car, off we go to Serdang, I really cant wait to see all the lights, so so cantik in picture. And I bet it’s gonna look even beautiful-er with my own eyes. YES YES YES! It only took less than half an hour to reach the place, but nak cari parking, Masyaallah banyak gila cars. The queue nak pergi entrance pun, umm not bad girl. (im wearing heels, yay me). Finally masuk after 10 days of waiting !


So me and Seth took our first pitstop to Look-up tower where you could see the whole event running. You need to spare your gym equipment here, SO MANY STEPS TO REACH TOP TOWER! Such a nice view up here (im kidding! You cant even see the light roses from up here. Dapat tengak sikit only. Pfft). Really, really, really nice gasping for more air. Seth was being gentleman here, he kipas kipas me with one piece of paper. Awwww, so sweet of you even though I cant even feel any air coming from the paper but I do appreciate your effort. Took pictures went downstairs. They should do a slide instead of stairs so I just have to slide to reach the ground!


Brisk-walking to the main entrance of Light Sensation, Love Series. Ahhhh finally we’re here!
“Sayang I can see the flower already OH MY GOD! I want to take lotsa pictures”
There were SO MANY PEOPLE, SO MANY! But whatever lets crammed it. This is the time I should be proud of being a petite size. Ha ha ha. Seth is my fav photographer today (who else right? He’s the only person who is eligible to take my pictures)


I pray that he took good pictures of me, please please please. Hahaha. I just need to brush up his skills in photography. Ok maybe one day.


Im in awe people! The light roses are so AH MA ZING. SO BEAUTIFUL ! They actually susun  the light roses to be one beautiful  Bunga Raya.



I only knew this after getting in the Ferrys Wheel (which I kind of regretted because pusing-pusing, very pening!)  Queuing for Ferrys Wheel will used up all of your patience. The crew said waiting time is 10-15 minutes. They lie! It took up almost an hour guys. But it’s totally worth it since my phone is very slow (internet still tak  renew) so we used the precious time talking to each other. Because we both know we rarely had that time, Seth is always busy with work work work. Little that we know, we have to pay if nak naik the Ferrys Wheel. Great! Seth took a quick pace to the nearest ticket counter and bought the ticker for rm6 per head. Hop on the carriage I have no idea what it is called and overlooked the whole place again. This time with the view of Bunga Raya, oh Malaysiaku .

Tuesday, 27 December 2016

Spiteful

Being a spiteful person is very 'how do i put this in words' heart-breaking?

You will always keep your problems to yourself, in fact you keep everything to yourself. Even when someone says something that doesnt mean to offend you, but you got touched by it. And let alone recover yourself without telling anyone about your feeling. Is it a good thing or not?

It is actually not good to have this kind of behaviour, because one day you will burst it out to someone innocent. Pity him/her. But yeah i always put other people's first before me. I hate when people has the thought of, you know 'i dont like her because she's like this and that and this that'. So whatever it is i put my needs after anyone else, even when sometimes i dont feel like i want to do it but i just did because the other person ask for it. Swallow them hard guys.

And sometimes i do have this feeling of having low self-esteem to myself, which is a bad thing as well. But you know crap that. I dont believe that i can do this, i dont believe that im able to do whatever that im doing, and the list goes on and on. All i need is someone to say that im not actually like that, but all i get is a person who says that i am rusty in all of that. DOUBLE PAIN GUYS! So it is true that im getting bad at it. 

I am feeling uneasy, uncomfortable, incomplete, all the negative words floating in my mind waiting to be sink deep down in my thoughts and it goes through my heart and stays there never leave. 

I feel like crying now